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[Aug. 28th, 2008|10:13 am] |
I haven't been this happy in months and I can honestly say that. Last weekend Jude kidnapped me and took me on a romantic weekend. It was really just a time for us to spend to ourselves and get back on track. Things aren't perfect but I know they'll get better. Communication is never something I've been good at.
I have trouble talking to everyone when I'm upset about something because I have this mentality that I just have to be strong for everyone. I get that from my mother I think. Unfortunately, it's something that causes rifts between me and the people I'm close to. I'm still working on the one with Alana. I miss her right now because she's off with Will in California. The one with Jude is closing but we still have some work to do.
It's not easy to just go back into marital bliss after I pushed him away but all I can do is try right? At least I'm happy right now. I'm willing to try and I'm wiling to admit that I was wrong to treat him how I did. I'm just lucky that he stuck by me. |
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